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| Things in my life are not where i want them.... Christmas so close and yet this will be one of saddest i've ever known! I miss everything about the army.... it is my life! John and I are working and things are getting better each week financially, we are attending the Corps here although we've missed the last 3 weeks in a row due a death in my family and catching the flu.... so I'm looking so forward to tomorrow. I'm worried that the kids wont understand why christmas is so different this year.... I am so very thankful for all of our friends that have stayed in touch with us and sent gifts through those very harsh weeks!!!! regaurdless i do feel blessed.... just know that it is our intentions to return to the call God has placed on our lives....hope all have a blessed and Merry Christmas....please keep praying for us... love to all! | | |
| Today is a little brighter than yesterday....One day at a time! John found a job today and I have 3 interviews tomorrow!!!! Still cant believe that we arent officers anymore....maybe we will return oneday soon! The Salvation Army will always be a big part of my life!!!! Thank God for good friends and a GREAT GOD!!! There is still a huge burden I'm dealing with, and it will stay with me and God.....and I;ll just keep depending on Him to get me through! Peace & Love to all till next time! | | |
| Sitting here tonight, thinking about alot of things.... my life has been full of ups and downs, some hard to get over! something has been brought to my attention and it has caused my life to completely change....some of it out of my control! and at 36 years old i didn't expect this! Glad for my dear friends The Robinsons and the Phillips and all the others that have called or emailed.... thank God for all of you! wish I could just share my heart with someone but this is something that Ill have to carry the burden alone....some of you may start thinking what is it...all i can ask is that you pray for us! dont even know what eles to write..... Praying that NOONE ever gets to where I'm at at this moment!!!! This is my true feelings and not meant for a pity party......after all this is a jounral. Peace! | | |
| Siting here at home with some thoughts on my brain.... church was awesome today, 3 people got saved!!! and there was so much joy in the room...almost like a home coming of a long lost relative....that must be what it is like for God when we accepted him... awesome to think that I matter that much to Him!!! ok so lately we been though a couple of hard knocks...some really hard to swallow, but God has yet to let me down or not bless me though the circumstances..I guess feeling the joy of the holy spirit today when those 3 gave their life to the Lord made me realize that It is a wonderful thing to be saved..to KNOW the Father..to KNOW he loves and accepts you no matter what...to Know He knows me inside and out....to boot He cares for me in the good times and IN the not so good times! I am blessed, A wonderful husband who tells me daily that he loves me, beautiful children whom love me And the Lord!!! they have grown up so fast..it has been nice to watch them live, laugh and love! watching them strive for their dreams.... it is a awesome site to see! The devil has really brought me down lately....BECAUSE I allowed him to...NOT ANY MORE....My life has been blessed...and if God asked me tonight if it had all been worth it ...my answer would be YES! "Seek Ye First The Kingdom Of God and His Rightness and all these things shall be added un to you" that was our message this morning.... what a wonderful thing to seek and to be found! God bless everyone....much love to you all....Good Night! | | |
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....words cant explain how confused I am
.... in all areas of my life!!! cant imagine not being an Officer, really will miss it.... but guess it was just the right thing to do at this time...till we can get our life back on track...God only knows when that will be!!! NEVER felt so lost in all my life, seems like when you finally feel you've reached a perfect spot in your life ....there is always a curve ball out there with your name on it! to all our friends and session mates we love you and ask for your prayers
....much love out to all! 
Robyn